Im Back!

I don't want to give up on this blog, i have to do, i always give things up and this can't be one. I want to blame my school work for not blogging or that i;ve been too busy. But really i just didn't want to. All i do is go on the computer but i have nothing to say. So i have this week of school then finals next week. So with the semester ending i have winter formal coming up. I really want to go but then i don't. i don't have money to buy a dress or shoes, and I'm not sure who i want to go with. By that which group of friends i am going to attach myself to. SO. ahh I NEED TO STOP SAYING SO.  Since formal is coming up these past two weeks have been full of guys asking girls to formal, in cute ways, halls with have huge posters or banners. Girls carrying flowers around with them, or balloons, glitter is everywhere and there is always a crowd around a person who is going to ask someone. Today kinda sucked for me, but really i don't know why i am complaining. So this morning i walked into the courtyard and glanced to the right where i saw the guy i liked, and im pretty sure hes noticed me. But i walked to my friend who needed to barrow a book which i didn't have so she dragged me to the group of guys who MT was standing with. I am just so awkward i hate it.  We walked away and i keep staring back at them and then i saw MT take his shirt off. He was asking a girl to Formal. I just hope that eventually i will talk to both the guys i like, but i probably won't.