Yea I'm Kinda Weird

This break was suppose to be my free time to catch up on all the shows I haven't watched in five weeks because school is just to much work. But nonetheless i have done absolutely nothing that i had wanted to do. I have wasted my time away watching videos on YouTube, about makeup, Which if you knew me would be weird. I came up with three or four tings i thought I would mention in this blog. The first thing is collecting. I've never mentioned before how  I collect things, well i call it saving but my mom calls it packratting. Everything that someone had touched or written me i keep. I have a box full of useless things that i keep like erasers, pens pencils, paper, cards, toys, hair ties, cameras. I'm not sure when exactly i started to keep things but i know i have stuff from when i was in the first grade. The reason i keep stuff or at least my excuse is so that i won't forget. Everything i have has some kind of memory to it which repaints a picture for me. Little papers and dead flower petals are important to me because they are all that is left of my old friends. I don't talk to them or see them and it just reminds me of when I actually felt loved. One thing that i actually collected that doesn't have a bond to people is rocks. I loved rocks, i had a box that i would keep all the rocks i found in. Still today id i find a rock that is a cool color or shape i pick it up and keep it. I think that i will post tomorrow about the last two things.