September ends

Five things have been in my head for about a month now.
ONE- I think I like a new boy. Of course he most likely doesn't know who I am or how to say my name, but I think he is cute no, maybe he's hot ? Really, I don't know how to say this but when you first look at him, he doesn't have that look, but for some reason I like him. Maybe it’s his short curly hair or that he’s tall, probably it's his incredible body since he’s a swimmer.

TWO- Last week I finished season four of skins, loved it and I can't wait for the new season to start which isn't until January, which means since I’m in America I'll never get to see it, AHHHH! Second Generation review, overall I love Naomi, and Freddie, maybe effy. I hope the next generation is good because I really miss seeing basically the lifestyle.

Three- Since my last post I’ve been thinking that I want to be a foreign exchange student sans the exchange, I guess. What I mean is that I don't want another person to come live at my house because I don't really have a house that I stay at all the time. Of course, that place I really want to stay at is Bristol, I know that it sounds dumb,, because the reason I want to go there is because skins is filmed in Bristol. But just thinking about it I get excited. The problems I have are, how do I tell my parents, I think I missed the deadline to go second semester, will I be able to afford it, and should I really just be going to Bristol. Maybe France or Italy would be a good choice, but I wouldn't be able to understand the language which is rally the whole point of doing a foreign exchange program.

Four- If I went to Bristol, I would without a doubt audition for some kind of role on Skins. Granted I am scared of what my parents and family would think if they knew what kind of show that was but they don't know me and I would do it if they promised never to watch it.

Five- I WANT MY OWN LAPTOP!!! For some reason my stepdad gave my older sister a brand new laptop that he has had for a couple of months but never used. Really? Forever I have been saying that I want my own laptop and all I was asking for is some money to buy one, not for my parents to buy it for me but just to pitch in. And now they just go off and hand my sister a beautiful laptop. It’s so unfair that I work the hardest out of my sisters and yet both of them are always rewarded, I get the best grades, but that doesn't matter to them at all. So hopefully when I get my new laptop I will be able to post every day.

Some new shows I have been watching
Weeds
Skins
Friday Night Lights
Bones
Parenthood

Home Alone

So for the first time ever I have been left home alone. My mom was teasing me saying this is what its going be like when we kick you out and you have to do everything for yourself. So far I can't wait to be kicked out. Really its not that bad. Not bad at all. The thing I love the most is that I get to go to bed when i want to. At both my mom's and dad's house the amount of hours i get to sleep a week depend on how much I'm getting along with the other people in the house. If we're on bad terms I can pretty much expect to sleep with two pillows on my head curled into a ball trying to block out as much sound and light as possible. But not this week although i might sound like a fifty year old woman, I went to bed at eight o'clock last night. I made my own food which should last me at least two more days so overall i think I am good. The only thing is of course like a little girl i get scared at night. Really the last thing my mom said to me was "oh did you know that last week someone broke into that orange house down the street, they even kicked their dogs because they were barking" Wow really that's the mental image she left me with. Oh and of course my dad keeps texting me, his words of worry, well make sure the doors are locked. Thanks dad nice to see you have some fatherly instincts in you. But for some reason hes worried about me now, but doesn't care about me when he goes out Friday, Sat and Sun till three o'clock in the morning and then brings someone random girl home. Well its good to say that from my parents I learn how not to live.